I will delete this journal soonish, but for those who want to keep me on their friendslist please add fictiveprophet. Reason for the change of journal is simply because stuff got f*cked up and so I want to erase all the old stuff and get a clean start. I've had the other journal a while now though, but took my time to settle and get comfortable with it, lol! So no offence if I didn't add you. Things just got weird, but now all is just as it should be and so yeah, I finally make my announcement. Sorry for this weird post.

I think I might close this journal down and get a new one... or just abandone this one and forget about it... hmm. Yeah, if I do I guess you'll know~.

Upcoming week I'll start going to the gym and grow abs hopefully like twice a week~! x33 I'll take another piercing soon and start saving up for my first tattoo which will be my personal moto on my collarbone. "Strength is to never give in - Weakness is to know when to be weak"

School is going damn well actually. Distance courses are so my thing it seems! I'm getting really good grades on everything and I don't really have to put in that much effort. I've been having heaps of time over for writing, but well, things on that matter will change a bit. A lot of stuff over at raresevenup will probably be on hiatus for quite a while, but it just can't be helped. It's unfortunate, but I don't feel bad about it. It's a long and private story so I'll just give readers my apologies instead. For the time being I'll just focus on my own stuff~.

Ah well, gotta go and clean up a little now, so ciao!!

Not many people I know (or well, not many girls I know at least) like Rammstein, but the lyrics of their song Zwitter are awesome so if you ever get the time, check them out~! "I'm so in love with myself"

Just spoke to Zhang for almost 3 hours on Skype. It's been ages since we talked for that long or at least it feels like it. Either of us usually have to go within an hour or so, but tonight we timed perfectly which was really nice. We talked about everything and nothing and mentioned some about future plans and she's supporting me as usual. Our friendship is like that - constant unconditional support of each other yet we can point out each other's weaknesses without feeling bad or struck down by it. It's a really mature kind of friendship? I feel so much older when I talk to her but in a good way. I don't like feeling you, just as much as I love being a kid. It's just the time between kid and fullfledged adult that I hate. Maybe I'm weird, but I kinda look forward to hitting my thirties. I'll be even more stable, calm and collected than I am now. I'll really be the rock and the island I strive to be. Independant and unshakable. Right now I'm just a tree. While my roots are deep and steady, the wind doesn't blow past me unnoticed. Fortunately wood can be turned to solid rock - it just takes time.

Now I'm gonna go clean a bit since there's a guest coming over~. Then next week I'm gonna get my gym-card and I think I'll invest in my next piercing... right ear, left ear, lip or belly button...? Which you think? Or maybe I should wait a little and save up for my first tattoo before summer... x33

Okay, so it's way too late to be up since I have school tomorrow and all, but that didn't stop me before~! xDD; Anyway, just wanted to bring to attention that I have a new and droolworthy layout~! <333 No photoshopping skills, but a damn good photo to work with qwqwqwqw!! Check it out and there's some niceness at the bottom too so feel free to scroll~! ;333

kamen7th || kamen7th || kamen7th

Other than that... well, I dare dream big lately and it feels nice~! <333 Had a couple of days of half-slump which totally kills me really, but now it's over~! xDDD over and we're writing Niji~

Now I'm off to sleep though, well earned sleep as I've finally scanned that book so I won't have to buy it and written that stupid laboration report!

Anyways, night night~! And don't forget how awesome you all are~! <33

Another long ass title, but couldn't comprimise it more xD; Anyway, I really DID have a rat on my butt talking to a telephone survey man. Here's the story from the start.

I have rats as pets and currently they're living freely on my kitchen floor, taking care of stuff whenever I'm sloppy cooking~! Don't wanna eat something? Drop it on the floor! Really convenient! (Okay, not quite like that but my three boys really do live in the kitchen and get to roam the floor freely. xDDD) Anyway, so guy from some company that does survey on people getting electricity from this specific company that deliveres me my electricity, he called and I agree on taking the servey that's gonna take 4 min as I'm only cooking anyway... only when I stand there cooking, little Haiji-boy (not so little though, my rats are quite big in fact) smells the beloved smell of tofu and noodles and decides to make a climb up to my shoulder and prettily beg for a treat~! Only, he can't tell front from behind and starts climbing up the BACK of my legg instead of the front and feeling rat claws through jeans tickle a bit I tell you and the back side... well that makes you wanna yelp out loud... but I'm on the phone so I really can't!! "Sorry I've got a rat on my ass!" doesn't sound like a good excuse, now does it...? >>;; Anyway, he got his little piece of tofu, I put him down and then he let me be until the survey was done at least and the next time he climbed up my front instead, thank goodness!! xDD; >>;;;

And what else happened today? Passed the math test and talked for over an hour with a Rina/Sohee/Ikujinashi that was totally high on being hungry. Strange girl that.

HUGE victory for Barack Obama!! I usually don't update about politics, but this is historical. We see a colored man on the president post and FINALLY is Bush gone. Even though I'm not that very knowledgable about this election and its candidates, I know that we'll see a huge difference from before in American politics. And it'll be a change for the better.

Congratulations Barack Obama and good luck!!

Whyyy oh why oh why oh WHY am I studying physics? I so can't be bothered studying. v.v; Hopefully I'll pass, but if I don't... well presently I just can't care. I'd rather write gayness and sulky boys aka Hidden Reflections~! <3333

And yeah, that was one pointless entry, but just wanted to say get it out how much I hate physics right now. I hate it. *nod nod*

So I so totally should be sleeping now, lol! But I've been kept up by a certain man~! ;DDDD


Super crappy photo of my super pale drawing, but ah well. xDDD; Will write more about him and some other stuff under a ( cut )


Here's a section of my mega-messy desk too~! xDD; Just because.

Lastly some randomness, but is there anyone on my f-list who's seen Legend of Condor Heroes??? I want to read the entire trilogy so bad but the only attempt ever made of translating was abandoned a few years ago!! jgjkdgjf TT___TT I totally love Legend of Condor Heroes though, at least the version from 2003 that I've heard follows the book very well... <3333 wanna read!! T_T;

But now I should sleep because I've sinned enough against my diet to keep myself warm and my hands are still cold as hell. xDD; And well... it is 5 in the morning and I usually get up at 6... I'M SO CLEVER! xDD;